my dog barks when people sing happy birthday and the people next door are singing it 50 fuckin times WHAT THE EFF
eugh so finn has fleas right and we put treatment on him but they keep coming back and i realised it’s because the blanket he sleeps on (which he took off of my bed mind u) has fleas living in it ARGH so i’m gonna have to hang it out in the sun to kill them and do special washing, and they’re probably in my carpet ffs DOgS
i’ve been meaning to make a crappy post like this all week but i kept falling asleep in the process so here it is finally, my life over the past week or 2 summarised in dot point form (but not because i think dot points are ugly)
i have made 2 friends so far but they are both fuckin’ females darn it, and found out one of my childhood friends is in my tutorials heck yeah
finn had his first puppy training session and he was so impressive, didn’t embarrass me at all and this sunday he has training and then a play group hour i’m so excited for him but i hope he doesn’t get too scared he’s very shy
i have come to the conclusion i’m gonna end up like the lady in how i met your mother who went 5 years without doing it
seriously where all the interested males at
OH BUT CLEAN CUT GUY IS IN MY lecture omfg yissssssss i can admire from afar again
i’m still unorganised tho ugh
i went to an appointment today but the lady had told me the wrong week ugh so i had to just drive home pointlessly
i fell asleep with my electric blanket on full the other night by accident and as some of you may know excessive heat gives me nightmares so i had this nightmare that a dinosaur and a horse were trying to break into my house so i couldn’t go downstairs to get Finn and i was so worried and then I saw a shadow coming and i was like omg Finn you made it upstairs! but it was this weird looking dog kind of like a seal but with 4 legs like a dog and i just was like what the fuck are you? and kicked it outside and then the horse broke in through the fence and i ran into my mums rooms and i was like aw shit there’s a horse breaking in what do we do!!!!! and she threw up and then i woke up (i was a tad hung over hence the vomiting HAHA)
i have 2 friend’s birthdays coming up and i am excited because i enjoy socialising and they’re with two different groups of friends so i’ll get to see a lot of people!!
and finally, a picture of Finn watching the gymnastics:
optometrist on friday i am very afraid of the air that goes in your eye but i want new glasses so i’m trying to find nice looking styles so when i pick my 2 free pairs i will aim for ones that look similar! if anyone has suggestions pls share
i worked today but didn’t study so i really didn’t accomplish much but i did wash my hair bonus points
tomorrow i’m gonna hopefully get these awesome jeans and then spend the rest of the day studying (hopefully pls)
i am trying to resist the urge to go out a lot even though i have gotten really inspired to go clubbing and shopping and gym but i will wait until after exams to do all that business no dramas
i’m alternating between a cute-ish image with bows and nice skirts and a *i’m a bamf who is better than everyone* image with chains and aviators and junk cuz i keep changing my mind about which i wanna go for so i figure i will just go for whatever i feel looks nice on the day
and that is my life right now, thanks for reading this far buddy
- currently working 2 jobs (temporary)
- 2 exams on 21st one on 28th
- quiz due on friday at 8pm and there are 6/10 questions i can’t do
- every day this week so far i have gotten home after 5 and tomorrow will be 7am-after 9pm
- can’t do anything in the subject that has exam on 28th
- clean cut guy in my accounting lecture wasn’t there on monday wtf so disappointed how can i stalk if they don’t show up
always crazy how it will be calm and then bam, everything at once
I already have clothes that I’ve picked out, along with accessories, the night before ready to go in the morning to save time, and finally today my method of choosing my underwear based on what impression I would like to give if my pants were suddenly pulled down paid off! because I forgot my white dress would be semi-see through even though it was lined on the inside. So even though people could see my underwear in the bright sun, at least they were not granny panties.
I really dunno what I wanna do with my life cuz I’m such a sheep, just following what other people do because I don’t have any particular overpowering interest of my own. I have to choose my major next semester and I still have no clue what kind of pathway I want to take because I have no clue what I wanna do when I graduate, besides travel. I’m lucky I made friends with a girl who really knows what she wants to do because she’s all passionate and wants us to sign up for work experience together. I probably wouldn’t have even thought about work experience until it was too late…
On another note, I’ve been having one of those “what if…” moments lately. I recently made friends with a Japanese guy and I was thinking, if the guy who was sitting next to me hadn’t chosen a computer that didn’t work then he never would have moved seats and left me and the Japanese guy to be in a group and make friends! Or if my choice of seat had been different I would’ve been stuck with the pricks who make fun of the tutors accent. Such small things that determine your future.
my mum’s been super sick with some cold and whenever an illness gets brought home I always manage to catch it. So this morning when I woke up with a sore throat and having my temperature go up and down all day, I have been loaded up with vitamins to hopefully get rid of any attempt at making me sick O8< I really can’t afford to get sick at the moment so pleaseeeeeeee king of colds let me be free
so I realise that the people who read my blog are really just my friends and not randoms so this is me formally informing everyone
many of you know that I was in a relationship with a guy from London for abouuuut 19 months. Last May he was over here where ellis & ken met him yay! but unfortunately because of personal reasons that don’t need to be disclosed (it’s nothing to do with us - family and money and things) we decided to just go back to being bff4lyfe a few days ago. SO to all my friends! do not worry i’m doing fine because I knew it would always be a weird and difficult situation especially money-wise but it really was a great ride and I’ve grown a lot as a person because of him and I don’t regret anything so I hope being best friends still works out! i hope no one from the beach feels offended that i didn’t mention it but it seemed like it would be a downer on such an enjoyable day haha
on another note: I now have excess amounts of money that I’m gonna put in a savings account to get money on it for future travel (hopefully to america!) and I’m gonna redecorate my room woo-hoo! I got my mums approval and have drawn diagrams and everything haha.